I am a submissive husband

 Mid 2018 she left. Mid 2019 filed for divorce Sep 2019 divorce proclaimed. Devastated.  It's now 2021 and I am still gutted.  Hurts like hell.

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2021/02/divorced.html

Had a discussion with my wife. There seems to be three groups of sexually abstinent men. 1. More sexually denied by disinterested wives. Non kinky.  Just marriages fallen apart but they are ...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/11/gave-up.html

So yesterday I was really feeling quite concerned.  Maybe I'd never get to orgasm again.  Maybe once the three months is up I just wont be able to do it.  Luckily on this occasion my wife was ...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/10/a-concerned-feeling.html

Coming up to 3 weeks of abstinence.  The target is 3 months.  So today driving to work and sitting in traffic I had this feeling of dread wash over me.  I began to worry quite heavily maybe I ...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/10/a-worried-feeling.html

Woke up around 12:30am.  Wide awake until about 2am. I am assuming hormonal changes are driving this. I am also wondering whether once everything settles down whether I should then try to lim...

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Two weeks in. I suspect I am getting older because it's much more benign than last time. I am pretty relaxed.  Some days I do not get hard at all.  Other days something - usually a good looki...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/10/two-weeks-ok.html

So it's about a week and a day into abstinence and I'm sitting at work and noticed my balls are beginning to ache.

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/10/a-little-ache.html

Actually feeling a bit more relaxed than I thought I would.  Maybe old age. There is a bit of a underlying depression that I am doing this because sex with my wife had become not only dull but...

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The wife seems more affectionate which is wonderful. Mentally I'm in a good place. The wife has asked each night how I am going and that's nice. I told her that after the last period of abs...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/09/a-few-days-into-abstinance.html

She has asked me to go 3 months abstinance

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/09/the-start-3-months-abstinance.html

I've been reading a fair bit on the internet and really I do not think the sub thing I am doing is working or healthy. It seems to me that essentially my wife is simply not interested in me. ...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/07/not-wat-dom-sub-should-be.html

So we had sex and that was good. Now she's on her period and says I have to wait. Ah now that was fun. In other news, I'm at work early and stressed.  Too many deadlines and not enough time....

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/04/stress.html

She had been on holidays for the last week and before that I had been abstaining from sex for lent.  The main reason though to abstain was to try to give her space to get interested in sex again...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/04/sex-ahhh.html

The wife is away on holiday on her own. The washing machine died. We have a front loader and I actually hate it because you can't open the door to add that last item and so on.  So I text me ...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/04/happy-to-receive-instructions.html

Home alone and it was harder to not be emotional.  Yesterday I went through a range of emotions from almost angry that our love seems so sparse or maybe that I'm doing the abstiance thing becaus...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/04/calming-down.html

Ohh my balls ache.  ache ache. My wife has gone away for a week and it is interesting how much harder it is to not masturbate. Before she went we talked about resuming sex when she gets back...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/04/the-ache-and-desire.html

So almost at Easter and that is when I may get to orgasm. I would love for my wife to be more intentional about some tease associated with sex.  I don't think that my abstiance has done muc...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/04/about-week-to-go.html

I feel like I am becommimg a sexless being. Abstinance combined with old age I guess. Maybe it's use it or loose it.  Anyway no hard on this morning.  Not aroused now.  Actually a bit of mild...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/03/just-another-day_28.html

It's now Monday and the weekend went by.  No sex as was to be expected. Weirdly I'm kind of relaxed about it.  There is still a dull but less ache but interestingly also I think no morning er...

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Balls aching all day. The weird thing is that I don't any longer have that feeling of worry about never being able to "do it" again. I had a conversation with my wife last night asking whethe...

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Sitting standing driving. A dull ache It's kind of nice in a way but I'd rather something else now. It's also fun in a abandoned sort of way in my mind to think I've now abstained 4 weeks. ...

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So my balls are aching. I mentioned this to my wife who said well it's past two weeks.  I guess my gut feel is that the testosterone has dropped thus reducing the feeling of urgency to have se...

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I'm trying very hard to not sub from the bottom and not to get grumpy. The wife is a) not sexual b) Very self centred and feels she must be in control c) does not listen to me or the kids. ...

http://submanhub.blogspot.com/2017/03/she-likes-space.html

Pretty relaxed today. Maybe the testtosterone is dropping off. 4 weeks or so to go until the end of lent which is how long I am abstaining for. My wife has been nice and definite in resisting ...

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Spent some time searching for information on sexual abstinance The Natural Family Planning and Catholics seem to be the most serious or vanilla about this.  Obviously plenty of fem dom stuff b...

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