24 years old, female. Livin’ in Germany. What is on this tumblr?
Well. Fandom wise I mostly reblog stuff related to: Smite, Hannibal,
and Claymore. Sometimes a little Team Fortress 2 or Yu-Gi-Oh! or
whatever pops up on my dash that seems relevant to my interests. I
also have an art tumblr.“Sometimes, when I look at the past and the
raw pictures dance before my eyes, as if they were particles, smoothed
by the shaking of time itself’s powerful heartbeat, then I notice
how the vibrating grains scurry from their proper place like
arachnids, to sort themselves anew and thus, by the moving from their
location often times creating new images, all the while appearing to
be controlled by a foreign force and I can only reverse the process by
use of sheer will power, so I don’t have to see these images that my
confused mind wants me to believe, and that disturb me extremely, like
a déjà-vu disturbs me, as you feel like your subconscious
unexpectedly accesses your brain directly, and because, even though
I’m always sure to see them for the first time in my life, the
images appear so strangely familiar, as if there was a hidden
connecting door between the realm of these images and my spiritual
life, or perhaps even a foreign spiritual life, that I, as a
subconscious, access and that I am a part of like an audience in a
theatre that is at the same time an actor, no, rather the backdrop,
and the memory of the stranger, who doesn’t feel unfamiliar, but
rather like a self that you see in the mirror image of a mirror image
of a mirror image.”
