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an exceptional fantasy novel, a tale of slavery, despair and hope
Nine years ago I created this account for the explicit purpose of offering encouragement to, and praise for, an exceptional young writer and the opening chapters of exceptionally good novel. The ...
I'm Not Gonna Stop
I'm Not Gonna Stop, one of the poems of "Raibeart Bruis." The pseudonym translates as "Robert the Bruce," the 14th century Scottish king who earned Scotland's independence from England. (A gift t...
Feminism is Unnatural... I choose to be a real woman!
Attachment 56961 (http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/attachment.php?attachmentid=56961) I found this at Tumblr (http://domesticated-wife.tumblr.com/) and I knew it had to be the topic of my first ...
Happy Valentine's Day
When a book is turned into a movie, we often hear the same lament: “Damn, they ruined it!” The novel’s beautiful prose and careful plot development are reduced to clichés and excuses for e...
Wanted;No boundaries roleplay!!!!!!
Roleplay:absolutely any fettish, kink,taboo.submissive female and couples,transgender and sissy cross dressers needed to abuse!
Haunted by something i have done
I am Haunted by something i have done. When i first started on this site, I had other submissive friends who were either lonely or heartbroken by their Masters/Mistresses. They asked me to Domina...
i promise
Here I stand at the precipice of what will always be. Your words are stones in my heart, weighing heavy…but it has become an accepted burden…one I will never part with. You are not here, but ...
today
It was another day of mourning. It seems there is always one last detail to deal with and accept concerning the loss of him. Today, it was my daughter, who I had not told, wanting to spare her th...
Dread
Tears fill my eyes to the rim And like a rushing wave They fall down my cheeks Slicing a path down my face My skin grows cold I feel despise fill my veins The dread of my mistakes I’m so stupid...
Under Water
Once upon a time… But no more is he mine His lies made me cry Does it come easy to him? I gave myself to him Blindly I thought I was his He whispered he was mine
It has been...
It has been a while now. The habit of looking for your messages has lessened….if only a little. I have reconciled with the fact that you will no longer answer my calls. The desperation has subs...
"I caress the scar gently"
Yes, I know: you've been wounded, and wounded again. The urge to hide is so strong that the simple act of stepping out the door, greeting another day, taking another risk, reflects heroic effort....
I Am Still Here
Just to lay some questions and fears to rest, I have not left the library and I have not simply disappeared. In a previous blog I spoke of redirecting and refocusing my energies and my goals. Tha...
Someday I’ll try again. But not today.
Someday I’ll try again to find a Dom. But what if he’s not out there? What if “My Mr. Perfect” doesn’t exist? I thought I found it this time, I thought it was going so well. Long phone ...
L'eveil sexuel
I'm back. Again. It's been a loooong journey since the first posts in 2008 when I was first admitting to myself I wanted to be submissive. 8 years of a relationship, 5 of those married, have fina...
Memories of Our Weekend
In his arms is my safe place At his feet, between his legs I feel so submissive His deep voice beacons me I get lost in our deep consuming kisses Red imprints heat my skin marked by large hands M...
Refocusing and redirecting
Over the past few days I have taken at close look at my goals. I have not been happy at all with the way I have been focusing my energies and attentions. So, I have decided that I need to refocus...
Have you?
Have you ever been in a place where you can see happiness just out of reach; just out of your grasp yet so close you could see it, smell it, perhaps even taste it. So close that you can physicall...
Where I am in this Life
In a previous post I declared that I do not want to get old. That remains true. It then occurred to me that I needed to take a look at where I am in both my life and my station in the BDSM lifest...
Portrait of Us
I sit in the dark as he paints his portrait of us Dark reds and purples, form into bodies in lust He whispers in my ear of dark deeds he will soon do My wrists and ankles shackled, flogging me bl...
I will NOT get old!
I have come to a conclusion. I don't want to get old. Now, I understand the realities of life. Aging cannot be halted. But there is a distinct difference between aging and getting old. I have spe...
more memories
More memories…specifically of this summer when so much changed. You telling me about your fishing trips…sending me silly cat pics when I was completely stressed. Encouraging me in my plans…...
the {} tag and what it really means. . . or. . we are in this relationship now what?
I recently was asked by a new member on the forums what the implications of the {} tags were that are seen on some peoples user names. I started to give the short usual answer that comes to mind ...
the note
i was looking through memories today and found a note you sent me several years ago. All we went through…all the changes, good and bad. It hurt to read the words, but the smile came anyway. You...
BDSM Test Results
== Results from BDSM test: What kind of sexual deviant are you? (http://bdsmtest.org/) == 99% Dominant 98% Rigger 97% Master/Mistress 96% Voyeur 96% Owner 95% Daddy/Mommy 95% Brat Tamer 88% Degra...
The Darkness Within
_Light thinks it travels faster than anything, but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it_. - Terry Pratchett and t...
Roses
Now you lay in the roses…this is fitting. Beauty and thorns together describe you perfectly. I refuse to consider you gone…you and I were too close for me to even consider harboring such thou...
Some things...
Some things you can’t be prepared for. Some things sneak into your life and rip your heart right out of your chest before you even know it’s there. Some things are unfair and hurt you in plac...
On Change
Change is extant in the universe. Nothing is static. Everything moves and is in constant motion. So to is life. Looking back, it is easy to see the change as we move through the passing years. So...
The Trials of Abby
---Quote (Originally by TheDeSade)--- The trials of Abby Overview. Characters Male Dominant/Sadist (Stephen) {TheDeSade} 50 something 6' tall slim, fit and well manicured. Lives alone in a huge e...