Call me naive, but I know exactly who I am, now what I am doing? I
must admit I know nothing about. I often wonder why I wake up everyday
when my dreams taste of such sweet poison. I swallow every drop
willingly like the mindless drone you've made me into. I'll smile
pretty for your cameras that seem to bring out every insecurity that
might make itself present. The image you see and who I really am
completely contradict themselves, in a way protecting my true person.
Evanescent Spirit If any of what I say makes sense to you then you
must be locked in a padded white room and forgotten about completely.
Am I a blank canvas or a work of art? I'm a puzzle that you just can't
seem to fit together. I always end up wanting something that I know
very much cannot have. Everything is a fabrication. Nothing is real.
So we might as well fantasize. Smoke that cigarette my friend, and
hope tomorrow is a better day. Live your life upon your dreams, and
dance your pain away. You can't run away from who you are..you can
only improve upon who you become. I'd hold these words so near and
dear to my heart..If I hadn't already torn it apart myself...It's
dangerous to love anyone..even yourself.
