I mentioned in my last post that we are redefining who we are individually and as a couple. This has been especially so for me, I find myself in a position I never really imagined. I've worn ma...
Please note: at this time I'm unable to answer comments. I'm not sure why, it could be the old tablet I'm using or the fact that I can't update the program. Just know that I do read them and ap...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2019/11/breaking-stigma.html
It's been awhile. So much has changed. I finally got a decision, I'm officially retired. In actuality, I'm broken, disabled is the title they've given me. I find it quite ironic that I spen...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2019/10/its-been-awhile.html
The urge to write has become overwhelming. I wish I had the time and capability to visit and write more often. I know I've not been very good at answering comments, but please know that I rea...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2019/06/when-world-crumbles.html
It's been about a month now since our move. I'm not gonna lie, the first couple of weeks were rough. Very rough. Musìcman was extremely stressed and taking it out on me. I was doing eve...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2019/02/an-entirely-new-start.html
Hi all. So much has happened since I was last able to write. I spent time getting settled in with my brother and T. It truly feels like home to me and I've been very happy there. The only...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2019/01/new-year-new-beginning.html
Hi everyone, thank you all for the support , it really is appreciated. I thought of all of y'all during my drive yesterday . It helped me quite a bit when I started getting nervous about doin...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/11/short-update.html
First I'd like to say, Thank You. Thank you to my readers and commenters over all the many years I've come here to express my thoughts and emotions. This is the most welcoming community I've ...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/11/thank-you-and-farewell-for-now.html
Self-preservation - noun, Preservation of oneself from destruction or harm. A natural or instinctive tendency to act so as to preserve ones own existence. Selfishness - noun, Being con...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/10/self-preservation-vs-selfishness.html
Trust, so crucial for a healthy, happy relationship. I've often heard that it can take months, years, or even decades, to earn someone's trust. I can reliably say that has been my experience....
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/10/trust-and-communication.html
When was the last time you did something for the first time? That's a song by Darius Rucker. It has really resonated with me ever since I heard it. I am very much an adventurous pers...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/09/first-time.html
Where to even begin? So much has happened. Despite the heaviness in my heart about the end of my marriage I had a wonderful time with my brother and T. They take excellent care of me and are ...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/09/his-oh-shit-moment.html
I'm currently enjoying the warmth and sunshine south of the Mason-Dixon line. I've been back here with my brother and T for a little over a week now. I'm following doctor's orders, res...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/08/the-next-chapter.html
It's been a little over a week since my surgery. It took 3 hours instead of 1 hour as they expected. They found significantly more damage than was expected. That resulted in 2 incisions aro...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/07/post-op-post.html
I'm back home. I ended up staying an extra week. My sister-in-law is dealing with a very difficult issue with her mom. She has dementia and T was forced to place her in a long term care facilit...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/06/return-to-reality.html
So things here have been busy busy with boring vanilla stuff. Paperwork out my ass for my inpending surgery. Might not be so bad if my hands and arms didn't go numb 3 minutes after I start. ...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/05/busy-busy-bee.html
Life is full of ups and downs, much like a roller coaster . We've certainly had our share of roller coaster moments over the last few years. I don't like roller coasters and would like to get...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/04/id-like-off-this-rollercoaster-please.html
Have you ever had such a bad day, week, month, at work, that you fantasized about the place burning down so you wouldn't have to go back? No? Just me? Well let me tell you, if you have had ...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/04/up-in-flames.html
One of the things I quickly learned when we started TTWD was that given enough time and effort hard limits become soft limits and soft limits fall away. At least that seems to be how it works f...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/04/well-that-didnt-go-as-planned.html
Over the years Musicman and I have enjoyed somewhat of an adventurous sex life. I'd say we covered most of the basics: lapdances, striptease, sex in risky or public places, sex while driving(I ...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/04/never-thought-id-do-that.html
Musicman continues to be engrossed in work and hanging on to material things. Material things that while necessary, and I suppose scary to think about losing, it doesn't scare me at all. I d...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/04/just-thinking-out-loud.html
It's been a long exhausting week. I've come here many times to write, but can't seem to make the thoughts come together. I've had this post sitting in my draft folder for years, literally. ...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/03/inspiration.html
I'm quickly getting to the 11 month mark of my injury and 6 months since the diagnosis of the degenerative condition in my spine. Most of that time has been spent negotiating the labyrinth that...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/03/salvaging-and-rebuilding.html
The lovely Terpsichore asked, if you could look to the future, what would you hope to see happening in your life five years in the future? Great question. Very timely question for me at this po...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/03/as-to-qs-terpsichore-edition.html
Let's answer some more questions. Olivia asked, when did I first realize I was into spanking or kink? How did I discover it? I started reading very young and first encountered kink in book...
http://faerielernstofly.blogspot.com/2018/03/as-to-qs-part-2.html