I decided to write something about myself here, so if you want to know
anything just read this ~ If you see me, you would think that I’m a
normal, not very special or beautiful weird girl which talks shit all
the time and really nobody is interested in her life. Everybody thinks
I’m dumb and I’m a shitty person. Maybe they’re right. I am not
very much. But I always try to say what I think and I promise, I will
try harder to stand for what I believe in, but It’s not that easy. I
constantly feel misunderstood and uncomfortable around other people.
Except when I’m with my boyfriend, the most amazing person I’ve
ever met. That’s why this boy is so special: I can be myself around
him. There are thoughts in my head you don’t want to see or hear. My
hair is always a mess just as my room and so my mind is a mess, my
life is a mess, I’m a mess, inside out. I just want to learn to
accept myself and learn to love the good parts of life. But It’s so
hard when you wonder all the time how great killing yourself would be
right now.
