I need to do better. All my friends are doing so well and I’m just stuck getting worse. I need to get better and improve. I need to get at least a 1250 to be even close to a good person
If you don’t want to talk to me then just fucking say it, don’t very obviously ignore me because now idk if you hate me or not If you’re gonna block me then please tell me why. I won’t ...
Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK
I know I’ll never fit in, and it hurts. People barely text me first, and it’s never to hang out. If I want to hang out I have to plan it I have to arrange everything and I never feel like I h...
Is it even worth continuing? I mean I put in all this work only to get no response. I know I’m supposed to make it for myself not anyone else but not even the people who said they would love it...
And here I go getting lost in my mind again
Is the 8 months even worth it anymore…
I just wanna disappear again
I know I told you it was okay but I didn’t think you’d actually follow through. I hope you don’t hate me at least
Almost 8 months and I really wanna restart that timer… This is why I don’t go out with other people that I don’t know. It always ends in me feeling like shit and wanting to restart my cou...
I hate when everyone else around me is friends and I’m just sitting there not knowing anyone so I get left out
So because my friend made an apology the only way she was able to it’s not genuine Tf what if I just start saying y'all aren’t genuine and that I read your messages to my brothers and they ...
Scary how I have such a switch around between my thoughts and how I ask
Literally so close to being fucking done
So this is what getting hate is like. Always wondered.
“I’m okay, thanks for your concern” has become my new ‘im fine’ lmao