Schizoaffective Desert Witch

i’d check into a hospital but i don’t want to be saved. nothing anyone can do will reduce the suffering. no one can help. i was born totally broken and nothing in this universe can make me ...

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why are people circulating years-old posts of mine from back when i used to care? i’m not going to enter into a discussion with anyone because it will accomplish nothing and will be incredibl...

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why did i have to be born an ugly shemale thing that will always be alone? and not just romantically. i will never have family, i will never belong anywhere only women can belong, nor will i ever...

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what evil would i have done if i were a real girl that i deserve this cruel fucking mockery of a life? i never went to bed ONCE in the last 22 years without praying for my body to be fixed or to ...

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i’m sure being drug-free is great if you have a life that’s worth living in any way. as for me, stuck living a joke of a life as a deformed nonperson with no place to belong in the world, p...

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What do you do when your life can’t be anything you want it to be and all you want are the basic things people of the correct sex can experience? I want to know how to kill the desire to have...

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burning yourself with cigarettes because your body deserves it for stealing everything worth living for from you the moment you were born and leaving you with a painful, empty, meaningless nothin...

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unflatteringcatselfies : > Getting bad pics of this cat is my passion 😂

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someone’s gotta be out there who will pay money to me to let them kill me. specifically someone with a tranny snuff fetish. they have to exist. i can’t afford to pay a more normal weirdo to...

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His Imperial Sleepy Majesty, Brian I Gingertabby of the Pointy Ouchy Forest

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i don’t want to breathe anymore. that’s a strange impulse, isn’t it? i’m imagining just stopping, no gagging or choking, and blowing away in the wind in billions of tiny pieces. more un...

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i have a kind of soft death date worked out. if and when i reach age 30 in 3 years and change, having still never been loved by even one person in my entire life, i will open my own throat on m...

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day after day i spend as a hideous blight on all of creation and i really can’t tolerate being a thing for much longer. i’ve spent years considering escaping for good, sometimes attempting it...

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idc who follows me but why a porn blog would even want to follow something like me is just mysterious.

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i’m profoundly ugly and i’ll never voluntarily let anyone see my malformed body nude and yet i am followed by dozens of porn blogs?

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you know, if this weren't obviously a disingenuous "question" meant to lay down the law rather than seeking an answer, i might have something more to say than that you should find someone else to...

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so how many years on hormones until i get to be a real girl and can start living an actual human life instead of spending day after day daydreaming ways i’d prefer to die.

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Girl (12) forced to wait weeks for court to approve abortion after two suicide attempts - Independent.ie : antichoice-compassion : > shitantichoiceprotesterssay > : >  >  >>  Look at ...

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unflatteringcatselfies : > This is my cat max. Most of the time he doesn’t know what’s > going on. He also likes to stick his head into cups.

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A strange urban wood nymph shut-in. My best friends are feral cats. I condition my hair with olive oil. Specs are (in no particular order): -25 years old -trans woman (AMAB, she/her pronouns), started transition after puberty and really fucked up (in body and mind) because of it -white-passing, mixed white and coptic -asylee family (disowned), law student (SJ/Public Interest oriented) and class privileged enough to have access to sufficient loan money -lesbian -struggling with depression I think most of my opinions are pretty worthless. That said, I’m cranky and tired of everything. Most of my posts will be bitching or the text equivalent of a withering glare..

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