One Day At A Time

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https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2016/12/17/1135/

If she doesn’t love me back… It’s not the end of the world. It’s not the end of the world because I am me. There is nothing wrong with being rejected even though it really really REALLY s...

https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2016/04/07/the-friendzone-blog/

Hey guys,  Today’s post is something brought on by some things going on with my personal life. Now I make it a point to avoid giving away too much information about my personal life in these b...

https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2016/04/06/change-2/

In a lot of ways my dreams have haunted me. Happy or sad I had my reasons for being frightened and resentful towards them. My bad dreams are usually about heartbreak, abandonment or loss. And the...

https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2016/02/07/dreams/

Hey guys, I know it’s been ages. There’s even been a bunch of times where I’ve started to write something, lost my chain of thought/was uninspired/or just plain lazy, and deleted it. Like s...

https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2016/02/05/scars-aka-the-not-the-end-of-days-blog/

I used to believe that having someone who loves was the proof that validated you as a person. That love would fill the spaces and valleys in my soul and make me whole. But that simply isn’t tru...

https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2015/12/02/self-esteem-aka-the-lift-others-up-blog/

I’ve always seen my own value through the eyes of others. I’ve tried to be the best friend/confidant I can be. I take pride on always being there for my loved ones, my friends, hell even stra...

https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2015/11/19/putting-yourself-first-aka-the-you-matter-too-blog/

If only it was that easy to pretend I don’t care. That I dream of having a life together. I wake with the taste of her on my lips and still warm from her embrace.  If only if it was easy for t...

https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2015/10/25/if-only-it-was-that-easy/

At times all I do is dream of her. The feeling of her hand in mine. The feel of her skin against mine, her scent filling my nostrils,  her taste on my lips. To hold her close,  to call her mine...

https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2015/09/20/fantasy/

I believe happiness brings out the best in a person. So why don’t more people try to be happy? Perhaps you like to wallow in sadness because at least you know you’re still alive. But is that ...

https://bigfieldy.wordpress.com/2015/09/16/happiness/