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Hey! My name is Ebony, I am 16 years old and gay, and I live in South West Australia. I have been struggling with mental instability for quite a few years now. I don’t have a proper diagnosis, as I don’t think I would benefit from knowing what I have, and my clinician agrees. I am just going through a fucked up time in my life. I have a very severe eating disorder in which I can only eat hot chips. I occasionally eat Popcorn Chicken from KFC, Colby Cheese (has to be a certain brand) and Vanilla Yoghurt. The hot chips can not be the ones you shove in the oven.. I once tried a Burrito and I couldn’t eat it because all the different textures and flavours made me feel sick. Same thing happened when I tried a cheeseburger. I can’t handle biting into something soft and crunchy at the same time, I literally will start having a panic attack.. I have tried all sorts of food but I could never eat more than a bite. I have been an inpatient once at the Bentley Adolescent Unit. I have also been in and out of my local hospital over the past 2 years. I would really love the doctors I see to take me seriously on the eating thing, because I am so fucking sick of eating chips. I have eaten them most days, for as long as I can remember because my Mum could never get me to keep my food down. This has actually destroyed my life. I get a lot of shit from doctors and nurses about how I eat, and they just take it as I am being fussy, but I would do anything to eat like a normal person. It feels like it is draining my energy. I am currently on Seroquel (Quetiapine) for my Anxiety and depression. I have been on Fluoxetine, Sertraline, Mirtazapine, Ritalin, Dexamphetamine, and Temazepam in the past. I have an amazing family. I have a cat, a dog, 2 birds, a guinea pig and a fish. I dropped out of school last year and am studying instead. I just wanted to say, to all my followers, thank you so much for your support. It really does mean a lot to me ♥