Kamil I

How to make a victim out of a recipient at the very beginning?! The same fascination can be found in literature. For example, in Morelli from Cortazar’s “Hopscotch”. To achieve his idea, he created a crafty stratagem by describing a recipient both as a whore and copartner. The perfidious eye of writer perceived in this kind of attitude some sort of infinite or even better – some cosmic dependency which aims to create active relations between a work (and Work) and recipient (and Work). As a base he used simple spiral. While defining someone as a victim, he automatically fixed his role as a executioner. Following quite similar, but playful and frolicsome steps, we shall find a snake eating its own tail. Let’s have a baby together! Yes, you and me! First stage: connected emptiness of thoughts, spinning airs in throats, jammed fingertips into warm skin, shrinking pupils, followed by some noises in ears, someone’s steps nearby or maybe car whistling, whatever, hot spit and torn thoughts. You have to rub, bend, push. And there it is! Small slithery head! Actually it is all, not a lot of it came out, fuck, it’s almost nothing; but we should wait. Second stage, where eight years have passed following the colon: child is whizzing, child is flying, all shelves are closed, sweets are hidden, only toys like mines are lying on a ground and it’s necessary to watch out, watch out on everything, but look! he has your eyes and my big nose. Do you remember? It was the same. Those times of tiddly me. Those adventures of the invincible, some sand castles, magic powers and in addition kingdoms of sweets, first kisses, concealable and hidden treasures. Let’s come back and dig them out! Actually it is what we are doing right now: with this child we will spawn ourselves – yes, we are him! We are the child, which is flying, crying compulsively, dreaming about impossible things; child which is reading a newspapers, taking a camera to his hand, watching beautiful photos; we are those sweet, naive children – and what is more it is cooking, listening to music, travelling… True?!Kamil I

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