Cheap wine and pity.

I feel like my fixation with you is just a byproduct of the fact that I never really allowed myself to heal after Sean. I wanted to fill the hole so badly that now I feel caught up in this cycle....

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/176010405393

Why did I want to make myself small for you? Why couldn’t I just tell you what I wanted? What I needed? Why was I so afraid to lose you? 

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/175461165693

I have someone who’s legitimately interested in me, who regularly checks in and does sweet things. And yet, I’m reminded of you and I’m immediately sad. I fucking miss you and I hate it.  ...

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/175461062498

wondering if you went to that basement show and if you thought of me when you heard Earl Grey

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/174294340663

you cared about what i gave you, what i did for you. but you never actually cared about me.

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/173479922288

I’m so fucking sad it’s killing me

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/173341983843

I’m Monica. I like to laugh. I’m a feminist, a liberal, and a nap enthusiast. I also like cute boys with undercuts. Nice to meet you.

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/172872235333

i wish my boyfriend liked me aha

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/172872231143

I’m Monica. I like to laugh. I’m a feminist, a liberal, and a nap enthusiast. I also like cute boys with undercuts. Nice to meet you.

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/171916048458

I’m Monica. I like to laugh. I’m a feminist, a liberal, and a nap enthusiast. I also like cute boys with undercuts. Nice to meet you.

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/171915779958

agentscullycarter : > mood: carrie fisher in the trash with a bottle of wine

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/171915336138

anditslove : >>  “Lonely, ain’t it? Yes, but my lonely is mine. Now your lonely >>  is somebody else’s. Made by somebody else and handed to you. >>  Ain’t th...

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/171915333058

I’m Monica. I like to laugh. I’m a feminist, a liberal, and a nap enthusiast. I also like cute boys with undercuts. Nice to meet you.

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/171915245118

Went a month without talking. All that time I spent missing that piece of shit who left me while I was with you, why did I waste it? After you left, you were all I could think about. All I wanted...

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/171886544113

puppyhatsrbs : > *uses my thumbs to lift my bra straps like an old timey political > man would with his suspenders* im the mayor of titty city, bitch

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/171153689748

im-thrown : > I’m a snack but everyone seems to be on a diet

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/171153659278

You call my name Do you think I’ll come running? You never did the same. So good at giving me nothing. When you close your eyes, do you picture me? When you fantasize, am I your fanta...

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/171153218413

been seein a guy for a few months now extremely emotionally unavailable doesnt even prompt me to hang out on Valentine’s Day because fuck me right I’m so stupidly sad

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/170857932233

I give everything to people and I feel like I get nothing back.

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/170550679608

woah-its-iris : > If anyone wants to go on breakfast dates and lay around in bed > after, hit me up.

https://c0neyisland.tumblr.com/post/170366364568